I hate myself.
I really do.
Goodbye.
Goodbyes are always too hard for me, no matter the situation. But it’s a billion times harder when I’m saying goodbye to something I’ve grown so used to, something I’ve loved. Knowing that things will never be the same is the weirdest feeling, but we both knew it was going to happen. You have a good thing going and someday I will too, as much as I don’t want to. Part of saying goodbye is remembering the good times, and there are so many. Too many too count. You’ve taught me so many things, how to smile through the hardest times. How to be there for someone all the time. You’ve taught me things about myself. How jealous I can be. How goofy I can be. You’ve changed me, for the better, and that’s something I’ll never forget. We may not have “known” each other long, but it seems and feels like a lifetime. I loved & will always love you unconditionally. You’re a beautiful person, and you brighten up this world with a single smile. You’re going to go so far with your life, and I’m excited to see it. Things may not ever be the same for us again, but i’ll always be by your side. You’re truly my best friend and I wouldn’t trade all we’ve been through for the world. I love you with all my heart and I’m forever grateful for you. :*
